I won't give up!

I may get tired, but I won't give up!  Today I found out the truth of my hip issues.  I do have arthritis and according to my doctor my condition will continue to get worse - not better.  It looks like I am a candidate for hip replacement.  I'm always happy to get an answer to a problem, but I can't fully wrap my head around this.  Honestly, I feel embarrassed!  Yes, embarrassed that I can't do normal things and I can't cover it up anymore.  Part of me is hoping my condition is really not that bad.  Friday, I go for an MRI.  Til then . . .